Shafaq

Unknowingly I walk around Finding a place where I can address myself as me. I keep moving from lanes to lanes Houses to houses Staring at the door And the Big walls. The concrete structures don't suffice me. The breathe gets hold Choking me. However fine and spacious it be. The windows let the breeze Gushing in, Letting the curtains dance. Everything seems placed well and stationed Right Just like they address Home. I'm the wanderer still not finding the house to make me Feel safe sound and at peace, Like the summer's bloom. The address that's written in my fate Was never my home! Sheeza Farooq💓

  You are like a Song I hear every night Before walking Into the  world of dreams. The different lyric Presented by different emotion Every other night, I fall for it. Being entangled by words Comprehending it differently At different whiles. The string of naked words And melody of your love Oh! I hum it every time I miss you, Your eyes seeking me, My responses when thoughts get laid. The bare words form into emotion When come from you, Otherwise it's just a song I skip when I'm not mesmerized For it unfelt existence and lacked emotions! Sheeza Farooq💓

  Blazing heat That would melt souls apart The sun always wanted to be Someone's heart. Its infectious blaze Feared many to death Only the moon was there with some distance To reflect it's shade. The vibrant color reflected like a serene White with silver line on the beautiful moon The light of it shone on the Dark nights, Healing the moon. Unwilling to let people in darkness The sun showered it's reflection on the moon The moon being a lonely star , Took the heat as warmth in the cold sky. It waited to be full on a day of month to feel the love. Cause everyday It had a little of heat to engulf. On the night when it disappeared The sun was lonely on other side Leaving his heart. Unknowing the distance was something that would mean a word. The friendship of the two Always favored  the love. On the realms that needed the light The lonely souls who would wander In day as well as night. The moon and Sun were the friends, that it had . They

  There was a love I wanted so bad I waited for it like a naïve  kid in despair. You bought a light of care I wanted to be wrapped in Never felt so cozy before, And here you were to make me feel free The warmth was Everything I wished for The times and the talks didn't feel like flowing, For it stood still with you every-time. Yet the days were going just fine. One day, You left with so many memories. They didn't fade but I was left with nothingness I cried for the care and craved the warmth. Days went by I was tempted by the happiness I could enroute myself with, Needed nobody but ,just Me. I cared for myself,and warmed up with my hobbies. I loved myself more and was enough to  fend myself. The despair distracted me from myself into others, May be it was a lesson to learn and not a heartbreak. May be you were a way That made me reach my destination And make me my sole giver of happiness. Sheeza Farooq💓

  Occupied in the shell of love Denied the parts of growing up. Cared and adhered to all its wishes Yet consumed in the cocoon that's Unable to bloom. The very capricious is nature of growth But it made one feel forever caged. When nothing seems to change the situation, Extreme love tends to break. Even if you care and protect your loved ones, Breathing in the wide world is still theirs to decide. Not wanting their wants to be given a nod Is Similar to archiac times. The freedom one craves is Something that can't be defined. Even if You build a shell or a wall A Time shall come when everything gets destroyed, And a victory of fresh breathe and thousands of unwalked miles. Sheeza Farooq💓

  "You wanted to visit the places I love the most" And I  told you "The desolateness in them Is something your cheerfulness won't be able to stand !" You once told me You wanted to see through all my secrets And I told you "First comprehend your insecurities and fight them for every time I'll open up you will be different!" You once told me You wanted to ease all my pain And I told you "Heal the wounds that you have been  carrying  deep inside your heart, For every-time they'll open untimely You won't  be able bare the pain!" You once told me "We will forever be best buddies" And I believed those words! Sheeza Farooq 💓