Her Paradoxes !
She was afraid of something She didn't knew. All this while she kept it ignored. She knew it was her heart somewhere That fluttered for some sought. She knew she couldn't unpack her emotions But she did let them know her story For later regret. She wasn't afraid to be unliked Yet she was anxious when others didn't match her vibe. Little things made her emotionally numb And bigger issues were like her grin when being dumb. She knew she would win every battle But wounded her soul was what she Didn't platter. She forgot her pain when she saw her love being delighted. Her pain amplified when they were struggling for a while. She was full of numbness Yet she was an energy bomb to others. Nobody knew her zoning out times They saw her being foolish and her silly whines. She didn't want them to learn her thoughts Maybe being tagged boriat was what she unloved . She craved the Love from others when she hated herself on some days. The rest of the time she loved effor