Breakdowns!

 

The breakdowns you get in a while
when life is actually going better

Are the pop ups of the sufferings that you suppressed for the longest while.

And when your heart gets burdened again with something new,
It’s filled to lid

And needs some outpouring.

The pain that's flowed out from the eyes.
The pain that nobody knows
And the sufferings you hid well for a while.

The little showers of tears that were witnessed by many

Rather than the cyclones that were hardly felt by some going inside you.
The deeply hurt soul with multiple aspects that are still in healing and keeps healing itself,
Without a time line but multiple memories.

The memories with mixture of all emotions
And Pain amongst the one most amplified than the happiness.

Sheeza Farooq!