Shafaq

  The sweet melody I heard at the subway, reminded me of the times when I woke up to the humming of them. A strange feeling diverted me to trail towards the sound, “It’s not her” was all I could hear in the alley full of noises, The heart averted at the difference in voice and saved my mind.   I woke up to a non-existent dream, Longing for the humming and the breakfast of warmth, I felt her scent cover my house but agony took a pause. “The weather is bright, the spring and the blooms, The light and wind are there for you” Again, the heart murmured in the room breaking the deafening silence. The slight smile made me realize something that was amiss, My mind was trapped and heart was free.   The void of memories molded me beyond just being rooted to the ground, The eulogies of her strength somewhat made me collapse, Yet holding me in place. The dilemma of letting go, keeping all the good and moving on couldn’t accommodate my wandering thoughts. A p

Ab Bura Nahi Lagta Teri Andekhi Ka Mujhe  Aadat Si Ho Gayi Hai Nazar-Andazgi Mein. Be Matlab Yaadon Mein Rakhte Hai Tumhe, Isi Bahane Iss Matlabi Duniya Mein  Muskuraane Ka Mauka Milta Hai Humein. Ab Bura Nahi Lagta Teri Chuppi Ka Mujhe Gunjti Hai Khamoshiya Kaano Mein . Teri Aawaazein Girti Hai Zehen Pe Aksar Har Roz, Aadat Si Ho Gayi  Hai Madhhoshiki ab Humein. Isi Bahane Kho Jaate Hai Hum Bhari Bheed Mein. Waqt Ke Guzarne Ki Samajh Hi Nahi Hoti Humein. Ab Bura Nahi Lagta Assuaon Ka Girna Palko Se Tere Aadat Si Ho Gayi Hai Rone Ki Ab Humein. Isi Bahane Hasne Ka Mauka Yaado  Se Teri Dhunte Hai Pighal Gaya Hai Dilmera Zar Zar Rokar, Phir Bhi Shaksiyat Ko Apni Tabah Hone Nahi Dete. 💞❤💕 -Sheeza Farooq

The Feelings that crush you, are reared by your Innocence from the start. You never tend the wounds that hurt you unsteadily with time, as they are the part  of your rearing ;  The feelings for the particular one certainly! Until finally one day you realize that You are Scathed by the fire through every inch  And There's no more place to be spared anymore. That's  when it ends , for the New Beginnings and Healings to take over!! ❤❤❤ - Sheeza Farooq

The wounds that I  got from you , have still been unhealed ever since you left. Their presence amuses me in every manner it can; Irrespective of places Irrespective of time, Irrespective of every aspect that  surrounds me. And I be there smiling stupidly with Anguish - Sheeza Farooq

Kuch  Khayal   Aise   Hai  Ki  Batane  Ko  Dil  Karta   Hai, Mana Log Bahot Hai Magar Har Roz  Koi  Aapko  Suney  Ye  Bahot  Kam  Hota  Hai.  Tanhaiyon  Mein  Ulajhne  Lagi  Hai  Kayin  Ankahee  Baatein, Ki Chup  Rehkar  Apne  Aap  Se  Baatein  karne  Ka  Mann Karta Hai. ❤❤❤❤❤❤  -Sheeza Farooq

I Wasn't In The Same Sun To Be Heated By The Desire For The Life. The Shadows Of The Past Tormented The  Happiness I Have Tried To Cling On.  The Warmth That I Yearned For Was Impounded By The Wickedness That I Still Pounce On In My Furthest Memory.  The More I Try To Be Happier ,The Fear Caresses Me To Be Still. Stuck In A Situation Where Emptiness Is All I Want.  May Be Someday I'll Elope With The Winds Of Desire Only To Be In The Same Sun As You,  To Feel The Warmth Together Of The Happiness That Feels So Untrue. ❤💞   -Sheeza Farooq

  Teri Wafaaon  Ka Kaafila Mila Mujhe, Karwan Afsaano Ka Banta Chala Gaya. Hosh Mein Rehkar Behoshi Mehsoos Ki Humne,  Teri Nazron Ka Nasha Yun Chadta Chala Gaya!  Issey Behtar Zamana Na Hota Koi Mere Liye,  Teri Baahon Ka  Aashiyaan  Mere Kadmo Ko Sambhaalta Chala Gaya!!! 💕💕💕💕 -Sheeza Farooq