Shafaq

  The emotions engulfed into the eyes Not longing for skin But the Essence of life. The smile that doesn't lose the face The fear of losing the presence of them in your life entails. Isn't it love? A love that denies the guise in Like! You wait for the time And be distance . Fluttering heart and different notions. Guiding your self with dignity and pace. Making them feel comfortable And pouncing on your ways. Isn't it Love? A love so easy and hard! A silent glimpse and awaiting thoughts Wanting to talk But finding no words. Sometimes foolish Sometimes smart Being into each other and no falling apart. Isn't it Love? A love so bright and tight! A strong bond between everyone at home Feeling sick one, And everyone goes for a bong. Blend food and porridge all day No complains just spending time in a way. Binding by the emotions And the care for each other. Isn't it love? A love so sweet and sucker. There's nothing in the world  t...

Unknowingly I walk around Finding a place where I can address myself as me. I keep moving from lanes to lanes Houses to houses Staring at the door And the Big walls. The concrete structures don't suffice me. The breathe gets hold Choking me. However fine and spacious it be. The windows let the breeze Gushing in, Letting the curtains dance. Everything seems placed well and stationed Right Just like they address Home. I'm the wanderer still not finding the house to make me Feel safe sound and at peace, Like the summer's bloom. The address that's written in my fate Was never my home! Sheeza Farooq💓

  You are like a Song I hear every night Before walking Into the  world of dreams. The different lyric Presented by different emotion Every other night, I fall for it. Being entangled by words Comprehending it differently At different whiles. The string of naked words And melody of your love Oh! I hum it every time I miss you, Your eyes seeking me, My responses when thoughts get laid. The bare words form into emotion When come from you, Otherwise it's just a song I skip when I'm not mesmerized For it unfelt existence and lacked emotions! Sheeza Farooq💓

  Blazing heat That would melt souls apart The sun always wanted to be Someone's heart. Its infectious blaze Feared many to death Only the moon was there with some distance To reflect it's shade. The vibrant color reflected like a serene White with silver line on the beautiful moon The light of it shone on the Dark nights, Healing the moon. Unwilling to let people in darkness The sun showered it's reflection on the moon The moon being a lonely star , Took the heat as warmth in the cold sky. It waited to be full on a day of month to feel the love. Cause everyday It had a little of heat to engulf. On the night when it disappeared The sun was lonely on other side Leaving his heart. Unknowing the distance was something that would mean a word. The friendship of the two Always favored  the love. On the realms that needed the light The lonely souls who would wander In day as well as night. The moon and Sun were the friends, that it had . They ...

  There was a love I wanted so bad I waited for it like a naïve  kid in despair. You bought a light of care I wanted to be wrapped in Never felt so cozy before, And here you were to make me feel free The warmth was Everything I wished for The times and the talks didn't feel like flowing, For it stood still with you every-time. Yet the days were going just fine. One day, You left with so many memories. They didn't fade but I was left with nothingness I cried for the care and craved the warmth. Days went by I was tempted by the happiness I could enroute myself with, Needed nobody but ,just Me. I cared for myself,and warmed up with my hobbies. I loved myself more and was enough to  fend myself. The despair distracted me from myself into others, May be it was a lesson to learn and not a heartbreak. May be you were a way That made me reach my destination And make me my sole giver of happiness. Sheeza Farooq💓

  Occupied in the shell of love Denied the parts of growing up. Cared and adhered to all its wishes Yet consumed in the cocoon that's Unable to bloom. The very capricious is nature of growth But it made one feel forever caged. When nothing seems to change the situation, Extreme love tends to break. Even if you care and protect your loved ones, Breathing in the wide world is still theirs to decide. Not wanting their wants to be given a nod Is Similar to archiac times. The freedom one craves is Something that can't be defined. Even if You build a shell or a wall A Time shall come when everything gets destroyed, And a victory of fresh breathe and thousands of unwalked miles. Sheeza Farooq💓

  "You wanted to visit the places I love the most" And I  told you "The desolateness in them Is something your cheerfulness won't be able to stand !" You once told me You wanted to see through all my secrets And I told you "First comprehend your insecurities and fight them for every time I'll open up you will be different!" You once told me You wanted to ease all my pain And I told you "Heal the wounds that you have been  carrying  deep inside your heart, For every-time they'll open untimely You won't  be able bare the pain!" You once told me "We will forever be best buddies" And I believed those words! Sheeza Farooq 💓

  The wind blowing had so much to say Presence of you made me sway When open the eyes everything was blue Neither the wind was there nor were you. With the fade smile and tears rolling down my cheeks Some wonderful moments of past I peeked. Letting go off the memories which I'll forever cherish, Leaving me in hands of loneliness you perished. Can't blame the Almighty for the sufferings I had. You were a gift from him to me I said. He must have cried with me as well in Pain It is his will to write some stories in Vain. Adhering to his wishes and accepting the fate of pain. I went ahead and felt. The wind still Blows with your presence again. The sky is blue and it still rains. Sheeza Farooq 💓

  There is a pain that can't be deciphered There are series of thoughts that needs to be heard. But the voices that wants to come out are stuck when they meet the eyes. The eyes that want to reduce your sufferings being an ear to your whispers. Still pondering onto the thoughts of, "How to comfort, once the words are spoken". Then you gaze the eyes and decide Not to speak your actual thoughts clearly. Bothering the empath, his thoughts might get affected. And then again, you swallow some pain and share some. A relief for little part of your soul And excruciating for the other. A pain that isn't deciphered and remains intact as a wound. Wound that needs healing without any medication of love. Sheeza Farooq 💓

  I thought I was fading into the bliss of an old soul The changing times wouldn't withstand me anymore However, some glitch still gets me live through Making  me mould through a startling point. I  thought I was fading into the utopia of love The changing emotions wouldn't let me be at peace However ,some tender hitches  of soft words make me walk slow. Resting my heart at bay and uninterrupted stay In the world of happiness that seems like an infinite point.   Sheeza Farooq 💓

  She saw the teen couple's So naïve  in love Once she was too, When the winters struck. She saw those smiles with shyness and purity in eyes. Only to be dissolving with each other Until they walk a mile. She closed her eyes With a nostalgic trip, The way they used to be lovestruck With the flames of desire, Some fazy memories outgone with the fire! Hey love! "Where are you lost?" A voice cheered and bough her back to present. She smiled averting her gaze And said just admiring their love. To which he said "I wish I met you in those years We would have had such moments too." Little did he know She was bound with Memories of her first love and the adventures of being lovestruck! In the city miles away, Only she walked those paths in her memories again! Sheeza Farooq💓

Behind a Broken hear is a feeling of an empty soul That wanted to be loved and longed But was only wronged. Behind a Broken Heart are Emotions  That didn't find its way. They wanted to be spoken out and heard But, were never destined for an ear play. Behind a broken heart  Are the words from people you love,  Stabbing like knives  And Slowly wounding your soul inch by inch. Behind the broken heart  Is a life full of disappointments and overthinking That leads to darkness and makes you deprived of morning dream! Sheeza Farooq 💗

She was broken again With the memories. The love that shattered her mind Like the fragrances that soo strong They leave you with traces of headaches. Intolerably Tolerable love  That enticed their lives  Not only did they long for each other's scents and touch. But the soul shutting moments Like the ones that seem undeniably beautiful and pausing for life. The moments they wanted their times to be still and never move. He gulped the smoke like air to breathe The stoned heart has some arteries of heat. He gasped out of exhaustion  And there was no her to be taken  in his arms for a fresh scent again. It was like the oxygen he needed to survive. But to both of them They were like pain and wine.   Sheeza Farooq 💗

  She was afraid of something She didn't knew. All this while she kept it ignored. She knew it was her heart somewhere That fluttered for some sought. She knew she couldn't unpack her emotions But she did let them know her story For later regret. She wasn't afraid to be unliked Yet she was anxious when others didn't match her vibe. Little things made her emotionally numb And bigger issues were like her grin when being dumb. She knew she would win every battle But wounded her soul was what she  Didn't platter. She forgot her pain when she saw her love being delighted. Her pain amplified when they were  struggling for a while. She was full of numbness  Yet she was an energy bomb to others. Nobody knew her zoning out times They saw her being foolish and her silly whines. She didn't want them to learn her thoughts Maybe being tagged boriat was what she unloved . She craved the Love from others when she hated herself on some days. The rest of the time she loved effor...

  I don't feel the urge to shed my tears anymore. Even if I want to, I feel not obliged to . I hear people having worse than me on their plate and express their mountains of sorrow. I mentally ride along their way and feel it  in depth. I caress myself and feel my words to be gulped. I be there like a tiny diminutive grain of sand lost in the mountains. May be I want to  have my existence felt, May be I want to flare Like raging fire, But not in the system I'm in now. Maybe a lost space unknown. Somewhere I'll be different and felt. May be treasured and reared. Not like I'm not being treasured for right now, But having the heart too heavy  And gulping in sanity to the edge of the bone. Being not seen  And having my inner world to the brim Shedding out my tears without being guilt tripped. Maybe an escape. Just for a while, Just to free myself of some desires! Sheeza Farooq 💗

  I want a touch that will survive all my life, Every second of being in cover of your lips  That's gonna impact my life. The memory that's never gonna faint when we are apart. The touch that has all our emotions entangled  for letting each other love through fate and a varied past. May be for a while but something that's different and longing for, Not just bodies being United But the rhythm of the soul.. Sheeza Farooq 💗

  The breakdowns you get in a while when life is actually going better Are the pop ups of the sufferings that you suppressed for the longest while. And when your heart gets burdened again with something new, It’s filled to lid And needs some outpouring. The pain that's flowed out from the eyes. The pain that nobody knows And the sufferings you hid well for a while. The little showers of tears that were witnessed by many Rather than the cyclones that were hardly felt by some going inside you. The deeply hurt soul with multiple aspects that are still in healing and keeps healing itself, Without a time line but multiple memories. The memories with mixture of all emotions And Pain amongst the one most amplified than the happiness. Sheeza Farooq!

    Wandering into nature to nurture herself she found a lake. Her Eyes glowed up thinking the water will take her pain and flow. It was a lake she realized, And not a river to pass down the banks. The water and Pain stood still again. She moved further and came across a tree The roots so huge and the sky scrapping length, It looked so free in the arms of clouds. She gazed enough to let her thoughts deeper looking at the Tall figure. She walked past it and turned to have a final look, It was huge and tall from the distance and all alone. Her thoughts calmed herself a bit walking more she reached a meadow. The sun shined so fine The deeper she took breathe She comprehended the nature. Nurturing well herself, She came back a little more alive.

    They waited for the winters To let the cradle freeze, The baby was Swinging Without knowing the creases. One day with the snow came a storm The cradle wasn't swinging. The baby was frowned It wanted to cry But they were shivering to keep up their wry. The baby was cozy The cradle kept it warm The next day the wind blew And it cracked up the frickles of snow from it. The wind blew gently Making the cradle swing The baby was delighted And they all were blown with guilt.

    The flowers the weeds The maniac nature and disastrous greed Oh you! Don't barge in the forest of Filthy dirt My little soul, The greens and scentful flowers have uplifted from the ground But, beneath them Are weeds and thorns. Oh you! Stop there little soul, Those tempting greens aren’t tolerable for your puffy feet. Gazing the heights and leaving out the ground, The tiny steps that imprinted the brown, The red lines will pain you now Oh you! My little soul you shouldn't have gone around, The flowers The weeds The maniac nature and disastrous greed. Sheeza Farooq 💓